It's midnight. I won't be able to sleep until I put this down. I think it won't be much longer until Cupid goes. He seems worse to me tonight. I get the sense that he is just so tired of fighting. And here I am, doing everything to keep him alive....
How far do I take it?.....I don't know.
Before I put him in his cage tonight I held him and told him it's OK...OK for him to go...that I love him and I will always love him.
It's tearing me apart -- I feel so sad and helpless.
Maybe I'm wrong....God, I hope I'm wrong. But it's a strong feeling.
There are so many things I *could* say ...
10 years ago
I am so sorry this is happening to you. You and your crew are in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteBest thoughts going to Cupid and you.
Hi there,
ReplyDeleteI hope you don't have to put Cupid down. :(
I love ferrets! We have so many as pets now, but the Black Footed Ferret which lives wild in the US is in danger of becoming extinct. I just wrote an article on my blog and am trying to get as many bloggers as possible to link back to raise awareness and to try to save these lovely wee creatures.
If you could link back to the post or tell your readers about it, that would be great!
http://animalreport.com/2009/03/24/black-footed-ferrets-in-trouble/
Thanks,
Angela
sparklyscotty@gmail.com
Hey! How's Mr. Cupid doing now? I hope he's *much* better (but, hey, give him a hug for me).
ReplyDeleteDon't worry, I guess only ferrents can appreciate the fear and heartache that seeing our babies sick can induce.